Thursday

i thought about

i thought about you touching my face with your face.
breathing your sent,
watching your beautiful eyes letting me into your soul,
skin vs skin, touching hands, worm bed, alcohol in our veins, endless
thoughts, craving lips, silk touch, node feet, sweating thighs.
i thought about you
from 14th to 53rd and back

Wednesday

.:lovely New York:.

Long ago when i started my blog i wrote this feeling that i had from New York
i was lonely, confused, scared, desperate, lost.
with the time, i understood what was happening in my head.
i understood that i was depressed,
and the reason of it,
i would say that i saw the light at the end of the tunnel.
but, how to reach it?
i seemed impossible, i wanted to get out of the stupor,
i wanted to feel alive (even though by all this suffering i knew i was alive)
i wanted to feel you
and i don't know why
i don't know when
i don't know from where
you appeared
tarrrraaaannnnnn
there
in my mind
in my heart
in my lips
i liked you
you helped me, you were there for me.
it was not easy neither for you nor for me
we doubt it
we though about it
but at the end
look what we have accomplished
a New York full of illusions
of love
of magic
of joy in the streets
romantic
with no failures, madness nor regrets
easy living, tolerant
the impossible know is reality
thanks
thanks to YOU
i LOVE YOU
even though you are not with me