.:she'll come back to me:.

and once again
this disgust
in my insides,
in my guts
a blend of desperation and love
of tragedy and hope
of me without you
its been 45 days
since you took your love away
nowhere to be found
not in my bed
not in that 1994 Joseph Phepls
plenty of sadness though
but maybe
maybe tonight ill get to see you
at least in my dreams
if there's some of that left for me
or, maybe not