.:women:.

ah,
Women!
they make
the highs
higher and
the lows
more frequent

.:so shut the fuck up:.

Complaining is never of any use: it comes from weakness.

.:where u at:.

With so much personality,
what do you want from me?
I could be by myself and enjoy the company

.:delixires:.

si les gustan los vinos y quieren aprender un poco mas
les pido visiten este nuevo blog delixires
para el cual estoy colaborando,
antes tenia el vino del mes aqui en mi blog pero ahora trato de escribir regularmente en delixires
asi que ya sabes delixires
para aprender de vino delixires
si necesitas comprar un vino para impresionar a la chamaca y no sabes cual delixires
si quieres ponerte una pedota delixires

.:never let go:.

iv'e been living a dream..
... but now that dream has gone
away from me

.:never stop:.

well, so its been a while
i haven't had the time to stop, think and regenerate
create my master plan...

i did become my dream,
but i settled into it, i stopped pushing
i've been really busy living my own quotidianity.
after all, history repeats itself,
cause we tend to forget.

however here i am,
dreaming, thinking, hoping,
pushing,
i have a dream!!
and once again
i want to become my dream.

.:error:.

mi falla hasta este momento en mi vida
es pensar que todo el mundo piensa como yo

no!! no emir!!
no todo mundo piensa como tu...

.:pero querias un restaurante:.

simpre quise abrir un negocio,
pues, para dejar de trabajar...
desde que lo abri
trabajo el doble....

.:el mundo se acaba:.

algo me pasa, me siento raro
como que no quiero saber de nadie
solo quiero quedarme en mi casa y dormir
asi como tu..
ja

- yo digo que algo pasa, no se , en el mundo....

je! si, ya sentimos que se va a acabar!!!

- No?!

ja

Mierda

- Si!!

.:so young:.

how is it that are we so young and caring ourselves towards distinction
20 years ago we didn't have Internet
30 years ago there was no computes nor home video
40 years ago TV was black and white
100 years ago there was no car
150 no light bulb
180 no steam engine
and before that it was so steady for centuries
now, now is to far for us to reach

.:the man i used to be:.

things that i said i would never do
I DID THEM

.:once again:.

Lord help my poor soul.

.:phoenix:.

it appears this is my first entry in over six mionths

.:about me:.

i not a smart man, but i do know love.

.:bizarre:.

women have the amazing ability to.......

.:paradox I:.

isn't it funny,
IV (intravenous injections) "Pain-killers" hurt so bad ??
hmm,..... my back isn't hurting anymore
but i cant move my arm....

.:going solo:.

things are working out pretty smoothly
is my first experience doing this, so obviously
i get frustrated on laws and extra procedures
i was not expecting or counting on,
but over all, i can say that its going on the right track
and pretty solid.
I'm amassed of all you can learn by going solo
not just professionally but mentally
emotionally and overall as a human
am so happy i took this decision
im gonna make it

.:primer anho:.

bueno pues también por acá cumplimos el primer anho de blog.
y digo por acá porque varios de mis compadres blogeros andan de cumpleanheros también
denles una leida les recomiendo

lado b

defecito

q-_-p mind streams

coltrane playing tristessa

gracias a todos los que me han leído y escrito su opinión
muchos de sus comentarios cambiaron mi vida
me hicieron ver mis problemas y soluciones
me ayudaron, me dieron la mano
y como no... sirvieron de guia
gracias
los tengo en mi corazón.


well i fulfilled my first year of this blog.
thanks to all of you that read me
and left their .02cents
many of them changed my life
made me see my problems and solutions,
helped me, gave a hand,
guide me.....
thanks
you are in my heart.

.:another year:.

wow, im surprised how much my life has changed in the last year
in all the aspects of my life..
love
work
living
thinking
im a different man,
and all as result of what i loss.
im so mature, so aware so humble and grateful of all whats happened
even if what happens, is a bad experience or gets me sad
ive learned that the is no bad experience.
every experience will have positive effect on me
no matter how harsh this is
im ready to take the risks
im happy of felling free

.:nuk:.

En la amorosa noche me aflijo,
le pido su secreto,
mi secreto,
la interrogo en mi sangre largamente.
Ella no me responde
y hace como mi madre,
que me cierra los ojos sin oirme
JS.

Gracias
Te QUIERO y te extranho MUCHO

.:cada noche:.

hay dias que quisiera ser como Doggie Houser
y escribir cada noche antes de dormir en mi blog
pero no siempre hay tiempo o ganas........

.:funny:.

check this out,
go to Google homepage
tipe the word "failure"
and hit the "i'm feeling lucky" button
ha
Funny or Phony??

.:feel free:.

well i don't have the answers to all the questions.
in fact
every answer leads to another question.
the only thing I'm certain of is that life is for us to live.
If you knew what you are here for,
you would do nothing but just that,
and sit there waiting for "that" to happen.
Instead you have no idea of whats reason for being here,
and then you will fight and wonder, and cry and make love,
and feel happy or sad.
if you knew all the answers to all the questions
how boring would it be,
knowing every reaction to any other action.....
thats not life.
thats not living
thats not for humans
so feel free to enjoy.
dont shy...

.:2 j ho:.

well what can i say...
you should start inside of you. That's what you taught me,
remember??
its said that when in confusion or in drakes,
a voice wont make sense, there's only silence.
You silence yourself, you exclude yourself form the rest
and being that far no one can help you.
but only you.
when i was in darkness, in confusion, you made me look inside of me
and this is what i learned;
When you don't know where to go, forgot what what your looking for,
or don't know which is the next step.
Look backwards, see where you come from, know who you are.
When in confusion there is no better guide than love.
its all in you, but you have to let go.
you are beautiful
you are gorgeous
i wanna see your blog and if you still don't have one,
make one public where you will receive feedback
from someone that you don't know, someone far away.
that feels the same you do and then you will realize that you are not
as lost as you thought, as weird, as different.
i wanna see you soon

.:vino del mes:.

Bueno pues ya era hora para el vino del mes, que hace meses no recomiendo ningino.
Una vez mas le toca al grupo de Alejandro Fernandez (ya saben que soy fan del tempranillo asi que me gustan mucho los vinos espanoles)
pero en esta ocacion le toco a la bodega de Pesquera
Pesquera "Crianza" de la DO Ribera del Duero Espana 2002.
Realmente rico este vino, es dificil describirlo ya que no tiene las caracteristicas tipicas que me gustan del temprenillo , aunque es 100% tempranillo. De cuerpo medio, tirandole a completo pero a mi parecer un poco aguado , con taninos fuertes y de gran final, se asemeja mucho a un pinot noir. Este vino es un claro ejemplo de que el tempranillo es primo-hermano de la uva pinot noir.
Lo recomiendo con carne roja termino medio-rojo a medio y en particular con cordero
costillas de cordero, o pierna de cordera marinada en menta ,,,
este vino explotara completamente el sabor muy particular del coprdero y en general las especias.
Decantenlo por lo menos 10 minutos, recomiendo 20, ya que esta muy apretado y si quieren oler y degustar esos tonos frutales y ahumados del roble dejenlo descanzar un rato (cuando digo decantar me refiero a vaciar TODO el vino en un decantador o en orto recipiente, para facilitar la oxidacion, y no nada mas abrir la botella y dejarla parada..).
Espero lo disfuten y si tienen alguna recomendacion y/o sugerencia ya sabe que hacer..
SALUD

.:do you?:.

oh, if i do?!....
i realy do.

.:about sex:.

so sexual orientation definition :
if you have sex with a person of different sex as yours, you are heterosexual,
if you have a sex with a person of same sex as you, then you are a homosexual (now a days homosexuality has acquired multiple meanings).
if you have sex with people, both, your sex and the opposite, you are bisexual..
my point is;
if in the case that a man and a woman in a stable relationship have sex, but... but this is by her using a strap and penetrating him in every single occasion that they have had sex (with out him penetrating her), what does this make them????

.:sigalo consigalo:.

Yo Decreto
que todo va a salir bien
y que voy encontrar el lugar
en donde vamos a triunfar

.:over yet?:.

its been over a day and its still raining..
i like the noise and the aroma or rain but im kinda bored now,
there is not much to do in a 400sf APT..

.:z.a.t.u:.

por eso, la mejor medicina; EL BESO
te cura el alma, y bien dado..
incluso te lo pone tiezo.

.:trabalenguas:.

el rey de parangacutirimicuaro se queiere
desparangacutimicuarizar el que logre
desparangacutimicuarizarlo
un buen
desparangacutirimicurizador sera..

es correcto????

.:my luck:.

just wanna share some of my good luck with all of you

.:octubre en NY:.

hoy fue un dia precioso en NY, clasico de la temporada..
despejado , antre 16 y 19 grados,
sol imponente super brillante y enorme,
con una brisa medio fria que avisa la llegada del invierno..
para aquellos que no conocen la ciudad,
les recomiendo ampliamente venir en estas
fechas, principios de octubre o finales de septiembre,
solo dura como 3 semanas y es espectacular.. precioso!!
tambien se puede apreciar un poco en primavera
por ahi de mayo pero es mas dificil atinarle.
no puedo decir que he viajado por todo el mundo y que he visto
ciudades bellisimas y esas cosas, si he tenido mis vacaciones en lugares
alrededor del globo pero nada fuera de lo comun
pero podria decir que NY en otonho es mi favorita.

.:la mala:.

la vida son dos dias y uno hace feo...

.:quotidianity:.

sometimes, quotidianity takes over our life, thoughts, feelings.
creating an unbearable way of acting, of not doing nor reaching anything,
of not having an illusion or passion for anything, of just letting go.
its easy, its the simplest way to live. its nice, nice is good....
but what is life with out a dream to live for?
whats life without passion
whats life without living
whats life without you?
become your dream

.:chaos:.

there's no error within chaos
en el caos no hay error

.:de la vega 2:.

i just bought real state, in your mind.

.:consigalo:.

become your dream...

.:a donde van:.

y pensar en lo que alejo por no conocer mis propios limites humanos,
mis propias fallas

.:vivir:.

el chiste de todo esto es intentarlo
que nada quede en ti o de ti
dalo todo como puedas, pero dalo!
no te quedes con las ganas y algun dia lejano lamentarte de ello.
todo esta escrito asi que no la vas a cagar y si no lo esta , lo escribiras a tu manera
a tu vida a como quieres que te sepa
a rancheritos o a rufles
a ti, con tu sello.
si salio mal, pues ya te retacharan y de nuevo a darle.
si sale bien pues encontraras tu mano y tu ojo, te encontraras con los tuyos
y de nuevo esperar al momento de elegir tu camino.
no la desperdicies porque solo en esta seras, tu.

.:de nuevo por aca:.

ahh pues despues de unas buenas vacaciones,
me veo en la necesidad de escribir en estas paginas de nuevo,
por el bien de mi cabeza de mi corazon y por muchas otras personas que estan a mi alrededor.
muchas cosas han pasado muchas an cambiado muchas en el mismo lugar y del mismo tamanho
mucho amor
mucha esperanza
mucho trabajo
abundancia..
eso hay en mi vida
abundancia
aprendi a vivir de hoy para hoy y hasta hoy me la he pasado como nunca
ya saben, me gustan esas cosas grandes como el amor y esas mierdas
pero aqui sigo mas vivo que nunca y mas sencible al mismo tiempo

i thought about

i thought about you touching my face with your face.
breathing your sent,
watching your beautiful eyes letting me into your soul,
skin vs skin, touching hands, worm bed, alcohol in our veins, endless
thoughts, craving lips, silk touch, node feet, sweating thighs.
i thought about you
from 14th to 53rd and back

.:lovely New York:.

Long ago when i started my blog i wrote this feeling that i had from New York
i was lonely, confused, scared, desperate, lost.
with the time, i understood what was happening in my head.
i understood that i was depressed,
and the reason of it,
i would say that i saw the light at the end of the tunnel.
but, how to reach it?
i seemed impossible, i wanted to get out of the stupor,
i wanted to feel alive (even though by all this suffering i knew i was alive)
i wanted to feel you
and i don't know why
i don't know when
i don't know from where
you appeared
tarrrraaaannnnnn
there
in my mind
in my heart
in my lips
i liked you
you helped me, you were there for me.
it was not easy neither for you nor for me
we doubt it
we though about it
but at the end
look what we have accomplished
a New York full of illusions
of love
of magic
of joy in the streets
romantic
with no failures, madness nor regrets
easy living, tolerant
the impossible know is reality
thanks
thanks to YOU
i LOVE YOU
even though you are not with me

.:quiero saber:.

quiero saber
alma mia, dejame por una noche una vez en el otro
para hacer sentir a mi amor lo que no sintio conmigo
yo quiero saber, quiero saber...

.:hace un ahno:.

Cuanto ha cambiado tu vida en un anho?
cuanto has dejado de vivir en un anho?
cuanta tristeza puedes sentir en un anho?
cuanto puedes perder en un anho?
cuanto duele un anho?
cuanto cuesta un anho??
que es un anho!?

despues de un anho solo se que yo ya no soy yo,
que tu ya no estas aqui y que nada, NADA dura para siempre.

.:escribo:.

hace tiempo no escribo
ahora hablo, hay quien me escucha y no en silecio
me contesta me toca y me da la mano,
me sirve, funciona.
antes de ti
le hablaba a ella
en silencio, en mis suenhos con la esperanza de escuchar su voz, nada paso!
lo comprendi, lo entendi
lo entiendo
luego me deique a escribirle, y a sacar toda la rabia que tenia dentro
acida, amarga como bilis, rancia..
dahhh
mierda!
ahora contigo
ya no escribo, te platico
mis manos te cuantan todas mis historias
mi boca te besa todas mis aventuras
mis ojos te llevan a mi sala
ahi donde te gusta estar, donde te sientes comoda y no piensas en nada mas
donde no hay manhana, ni un, que sera?
escribir?
de vez en cuando..
ahh
pero ahora de ti

.:ahoy:.

veo la tele, busco un poco de porno en la mac,
me hago una chacketa, tomo coca cola (caliente), me visto
me peino con saliva, salgo a desayunar como a eso de las 3 de la tarde,
me doy un regular coffee con lots of half and half, busco locales,
leo en la banca del parque,regreso a casa checho mails,
me banho me pongo guapo, recojo a mi novia,
y lo demas queda entre ella y yo...

.:kahlil gibran:.

"Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far. Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness; For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable."

.:de la vega:.

our MIND has the
amaizing ability to
organize © H ∀ O §

.:lucky me:.

not too long ago i had another encounter
one of those that sets my life in a completely different direction.
I'm use to them,
i've been experiencing them for quite a time know
obviously when i need them the most or in very hard times of my life.
last one was my papi but i'll talk about that in other occasion.
my sister was before that, about 1 month ago
after a nice dinner and some alcohol in our blood
the show started,
its like if someone possessed the person that I'm talking to (in this case my sis)
and starts talking to me.
about my capabilities, about the things i have to do and where to focus the most
its the same person talking to me, but with different faces or in different times.
very weird, believe me
at the end my sis told me that i was VERY LUCKY
i got mad at her
i felt insulted.
i have always been aware of whats going on around me, and have been able to make the correct choices at the most difficult moments, so i would rather call it instinct.
i feel that all i've done has been product of my effort and my hard work.
today i thought about it, and she was right.
I'm lucky
i always have an angel guiding me through the rough times
when nothing is clear there is always a way to see
now i know i have the instinct to see the opportunities, but also someone who will guide me through in order to reach my goals
know I'm starting to believe a gain
to have hope
to dream
and fulfill my dreams
I'm very grateful of those who had helped me
i think of them every day
and i wont forget what they taught me
in the same way
the knowledge flows down the ladder, and i help as much as i can the people below me
thats the legacy
thats my grain of sand