.:cake:.

last night i said to her
i didn't want to live inside a lie
if she wants him more than she wants me
let this be.

she'll come back to me.....

.:she'll come back to me:.

and once again
this disgust
in my insides,
in my guts
a blend of desperation and love
of tragedy and hope
of me without you
its been 45 days
since you took your love away
nowhere to be found
not in my bed
not in that 1994 Joseph Phepls
plenty of sadness though
but maybe
maybe tonight ill get to see you
at least in my dreams
if there's some of that left for me
or, maybe not

.:appo:.

Por nuestros presos,
por nuestros muertos
por nuestros desaparecidos,
ni un paso atras

.:cafe bari:.

- hey, so what can i get for you

hmm.. ,hmm... can i get... can i get a kiss

- haha, a kiss?, sorry we dont sell those.

ah..well, so then.. can i get a kiss??

- ahh.. nop

ok, so just a regular small and a kiss.



despues de pagar le tuve que robar un beso,
pense que mi iba a cachetear frente a todo el mundo..

me sonrio

.:missing you:.

but i know you are fine
cause since you are gone
i have sent the moon every night to check on you
when we meet, she tells me all you've done, how beautiful you look from up there,
that you dream with me,
that sometimes when you look up you smile.
im there with the moon
you are here with my heart
we are together in our soul

.:maxim no2:.

impossible is not a fact
is an opinion.

.:n-a-s-i-r:.

Now we're knockin on your mama's door
Like; "we came to fix the sink", my kind of war

.:para ti:.

si esta va para ti

Woman learns how to hate
to the extent that she unlearns
how-to charm.

.:wonders?:.

I'm no literate, scholar or anything like that,
however i think, i understand pretty well the definition of "wonder"
which is :
"One that arouses awe, astonishment, surprise, or admiration; a marvel:
An event inexplicable by the laws of nature; a miracle"

Neither the Christ in Rio, the Statue of Liberty nor the Kremlin (among others) makes me wonder, but thats just me. i don't deny their architectural magnificence , very impressive indeed, but no wonders...
just my .2c

.:where are u:.

its amazing how depression feeds our fears,
twits our minds in very dangerous ways,
makes us weak to the point of loosing control.
they say one should keep active in order not to think.
but is so difficult.

Lord help my poor soul...

.:yorba my way:.

i had fifteen people telling me "don't move!!!"
i got moving on my mind

.:maxims no1:.

one should not go into church
if one wants to breath pure air

.:comun??:.

el sentido comun,
es el menos comun de todos los sentidos

.:be transparent:.

How poisonous,
how cunning,
how bad every protracted war makes one
when it cannot be waged with open force

.:amarte no duele:.

en el amor, me encontre a mi mismo,
la mayoria ama para perderse.

.:women:.

ah,
Women!
they make
the highs
higher and
the lows
more frequent

.:so shut the fuck up:.

Complaining is never of any use: it comes from weakness.

.:where u at:.

With so much personality,
what do you want from me?
I could be by myself and enjoy the company

.:delixires:.

si les gustan los vinos y quieren aprender un poco mas
les pido visiten este nuevo blog delixires
para el cual estoy colaborando,
antes tenia el vino del mes aqui en mi blog pero ahora trato de escribir regularmente en delixires
asi que ya sabes delixires
para aprender de vino delixires
si necesitas comprar un vino para impresionar a la chamaca y no sabes cual delixires
si quieres ponerte una pedota delixires

.:never let go:.

iv'e been living a dream..
... but now that dream has gone
away from me

.:never stop:.

well, so its been a while
i haven't had the time to stop, think and regenerate
create my master plan...

i did become my dream,
but i settled into it, i stopped pushing
i've been really busy living my own quotidianity.
after all, history repeats itself,
cause we tend to forget.

however here i am,
dreaming, thinking, hoping,
pushing,
i have a dream!!
and once again
i want to become my dream.

.:error:.

mi falla hasta este momento en mi vida
es pensar que todo el mundo piensa como yo

no!! no emir!!
no todo mundo piensa como tu...

.:pero querias un restaurante:.

simpre quise abrir un negocio,
pues, para dejar de trabajar...
desde que lo abri
trabajo el doble....

.:el mundo se acaba:.

algo me pasa, me siento raro
como que no quiero saber de nadie
solo quiero quedarme en mi casa y dormir
asi como tu..
ja

- yo digo que algo pasa, no se , en el mundo....

je! si, ya sentimos que se va a acabar!!!

- No?!

ja

Mierda

- Si!!

.:so young:.

how is it that are we so young and caring ourselves towards distinction
20 years ago we didn't have Internet
30 years ago there was no computes nor home video
40 years ago TV was black and white
100 years ago there was no car
150 no light bulb
180 no steam engine
and before that it was so steady for centuries
now, now is to far for us to reach

.:the man i used to be:.

things that i said i would never do
I DID THEM

.:once again:.

Lord help my poor soul.

.:phoenix:.

it appears this is my first entry in over six mionths

.:about me:.

i not a smart man, but i do know love.

.:bizarre:.

women have the amazing ability to.......

.:paradox I:.

isn't it funny,
IV (intravenous injections) "Pain-killers" hurt so bad ??
hmm,..... my back isn't hurting anymore
but i cant move my arm....

.:going solo:.

things are working out pretty smoothly
is my first experience doing this, so obviously
i get frustrated on laws and extra procedures
i was not expecting or counting on,
but over all, i can say that its going on the right track
and pretty solid.
I'm amassed of all you can learn by going solo
not just professionally but mentally
emotionally and overall as a human
am so happy i took this decision
im gonna make it

.:primer anho:.

bueno pues también por acá cumplimos el primer anho de blog.
y digo por acá porque varios de mis compadres blogeros andan de cumpleanheros también
denles una leida les recomiendo

lado b

defecito

q-_-p mind streams

coltrane playing tristessa

gracias a todos los que me han leído y escrito su opinión
muchos de sus comentarios cambiaron mi vida
me hicieron ver mis problemas y soluciones
me ayudaron, me dieron la mano
y como no... sirvieron de guia
gracias
los tengo en mi corazón.


well i fulfilled my first year of this blog.
thanks to all of you that read me
and left their .02cents
many of them changed my life
made me see my problems and solutions,
helped me, gave a hand,
guide me.....
thanks
you are in my heart.

.:another year:.

wow, im surprised how much my life has changed in the last year
in all the aspects of my life..
love
work
living
thinking
im a different man,
and all as result of what i loss.
im so mature, so aware so humble and grateful of all whats happened
even if what happens, is a bad experience or gets me sad
ive learned that the is no bad experience.
every experience will have positive effect on me
no matter how harsh this is
im ready to take the risks
im happy of felling free

.:nuk:.

En la amorosa noche me aflijo,
le pido su secreto,
mi secreto,
la interrogo en mi sangre largamente.
Ella no me responde
y hace como mi madre,
que me cierra los ojos sin oirme
JS.

Gracias
Te QUIERO y te extranho MUCHO

.:cada noche:.

hay dias que quisiera ser como Doggie Houser
y escribir cada noche antes de dormir en mi blog
pero no siempre hay tiempo o ganas........

.:funny:.

check this out,
go to Google homepage
tipe the word "failure"
and hit the "i'm feeling lucky" button
ha
Funny or Phony??

.:feel free:.

well i don't have the answers to all the questions.
in fact
every answer leads to another question.
the only thing I'm certain of is that life is for us to live.
If you knew what you are here for,
you would do nothing but just that,
and sit there waiting for "that" to happen.
Instead you have no idea of whats reason for being here,
and then you will fight and wonder, and cry and make love,
and feel happy or sad.
if you knew all the answers to all the questions
how boring would it be,
knowing every reaction to any other action.....
thats not life.
thats not living
thats not for humans
so feel free to enjoy.
dont shy...

.:2 j ho:.

well what can i say...
you should start inside of you. That's what you taught me,
remember??
its said that when in confusion or in drakes,
a voice wont make sense, there's only silence.
You silence yourself, you exclude yourself form the rest
and being that far no one can help you.
but only you.
when i was in darkness, in confusion, you made me look inside of me
and this is what i learned;
When you don't know where to go, forgot what what your looking for,
or don't know which is the next step.
Look backwards, see where you come from, know who you are.
When in confusion there is no better guide than love.
its all in you, but you have to let go.
you are beautiful
you are gorgeous
i wanna see your blog and if you still don't have one,
make one public where you will receive feedback
from someone that you don't know, someone far away.
that feels the same you do and then you will realize that you are not
as lost as you thought, as weird, as different.
i wanna see you soon

.:vino del mes:.

Bueno pues ya era hora para el vino del mes, que hace meses no recomiendo ningino.
Una vez mas le toca al grupo de Alejandro Fernandez (ya saben que soy fan del tempranillo asi que me gustan mucho los vinos espanoles)
pero en esta ocacion le toco a la bodega de Pesquera
Pesquera "Crianza" de la DO Ribera del Duero Espana 2002.
Realmente rico este vino, es dificil describirlo ya que no tiene las caracteristicas tipicas que me gustan del temprenillo , aunque es 100% tempranillo. De cuerpo medio, tirandole a completo pero a mi parecer un poco aguado , con taninos fuertes y de gran final, se asemeja mucho a un pinot noir. Este vino es un claro ejemplo de que el tempranillo es primo-hermano de la uva pinot noir.
Lo recomiendo con carne roja termino medio-rojo a medio y en particular con cordero
costillas de cordero, o pierna de cordera marinada en menta ,,,
este vino explotara completamente el sabor muy particular del coprdero y en general las especias.
Decantenlo por lo menos 10 minutos, recomiendo 20, ya que esta muy apretado y si quieren oler y degustar esos tonos frutales y ahumados del roble dejenlo descanzar un rato (cuando digo decantar me refiero a vaciar TODO el vino en un decantador o en orto recipiente, para facilitar la oxidacion, y no nada mas abrir la botella y dejarla parada..).
Espero lo disfuten y si tienen alguna recomendacion y/o sugerencia ya sabe que hacer..
SALUD

.:do you?:.

oh, if i do?!....
i realy do.

.:about sex:.

so sexual orientation definition :
if you have sex with a person of different sex as yours, you are heterosexual,
if you have a sex with a person of same sex as you, then you are a homosexual (now a days homosexuality has acquired multiple meanings).
if you have sex with people, both, your sex and the opposite, you are bisexual..
my point is;
if in the case that a man and a woman in a stable relationship have sex, but... but this is by her using a strap and penetrating him in every single occasion that they have had sex (with out him penetrating her), what does this make them????

.:sigalo consigalo:.

Yo Decreto
que todo va a salir bien
y que voy encontrar el lugar
en donde vamos a triunfar

.:over yet?:.

its been over a day and its still raining..
i like the noise and the aroma or rain but im kinda bored now,
there is not much to do in a 400sf APT..

.:z.a.t.u:.

por eso, la mejor medicina; EL BESO
te cura el alma, y bien dado..
incluso te lo pone tiezo.

.:trabalenguas:.

el rey de parangacutirimicuaro se queiere
desparangacutimicuarizar el que logre
desparangacutimicuarizarlo
un buen
desparangacutirimicurizador sera..

es correcto????

.:my luck:.

just wanna share some of my good luck with all of you

.:octubre en NY:.

hoy fue un dia precioso en NY, clasico de la temporada..
despejado , antre 16 y 19 grados,
sol imponente super brillante y enorme,
con una brisa medio fria que avisa la llegada del invierno..
para aquellos que no conocen la ciudad,
les recomiendo ampliamente venir en estas
fechas, principios de octubre o finales de septiembre,
solo dura como 3 semanas y es espectacular.. precioso!!
tambien se puede apreciar un poco en primavera
por ahi de mayo pero es mas dificil atinarle.
no puedo decir que he viajado por todo el mundo y que he visto
ciudades bellisimas y esas cosas, si he tenido mis vacaciones en lugares
alrededor del globo pero nada fuera de lo comun
pero podria decir que NY en otonho es mi favorita.

.:la mala:.

la vida son dos dias y uno hace feo...

.:quotidianity:.

sometimes, quotidianity takes over our life, thoughts, feelings.
creating an unbearable way of acting, of not doing nor reaching anything,
of not having an illusion or passion for anything, of just letting go.
its easy, its the simplest way to live. its nice, nice is good....
but what is life with out a dream to live for?
whats life without passion
whats life without living
whats life without you?
become your dream